say what

hey i apolize..

if that's what it seems like i think..because i need to change.

.you are quite right that penetacostal ism is a Big Wirl pool ..

that's why iwas asking your opinion..because i view you as a independent..man that hasbeen down that path of understanding.. so i pay attention to what you tell me ..

again let me say if i have have been comming across in that all full ugly way..i am sorry....this last 5 months especally has been a time of what i call
de-training.
i am aware of the mind sort i have been sorting through..
that's why i ask you what you think..so i can get a focus.. i have learned a bit about cult de-programing ..on my self... i pretty much threw in the towel last december

..here ..i am taking one classat the little school..called church establishment.

.it gives a real life focuson how the business end of the business works..i am taking it as an auditclass.

because next month i am heading down to california to do some flying androller blading.. then to

arzonia then to mich..
then back to arzonia in thefall..

in fact all i want is a normal job ..and a regular life.. this last 4-5 yearshas had it's tole---price.. so rick . .no problim....

.i will keep it simple..
.but i do respect your opinion

and your experiences..and i do not view you as bad or evil or anything likethat ..

. i am just being over welmed with the situation and life style..i amcompleting......

thanks for me for being dense ...